this is how it went:
both of us fell asleep on the bus ride there
performance 1
dinner
we play silksong in a room; i control wasd while you control everything else. it is bullshit. we celebrate over a single functional pogo
somehow at breakfast in the morning you suddenly materialize out of thin air
performance 2
we are dragged to panda express for lunch
i am told i am to be essentially replaced
i cry in the same bathroom stall i did last year for precisely seven minutes
performance 3
i go back to cry in the same bathroom stall i did last year for another half hour
performance 4
more silksong
fred meyer. wave goodbye to you
that night i contemplate suicide
performances 5 6 7 8 and 9
i feel the world splitting along its seams
you smile and reach over to me in the back of the car as we head back
i contemplate suicide
alone in my bed i contemplate suicide
i think of you